scared d daylights out of me!!

had a horrible night, coughed so bad, my whole body hurts. kept waking up thus didn't get much sleep either.

woke up at 7.30am and couldn't get back to sleep so i thought i'd watch the morning news. then i realized the baby hasn't move so i drank a glass of cold water and sat. NOTHING. then i remembered that sugary foods would keep his active, so i took a glass of hot chocolate and some brownies and thought that should be sweet enough. sat for another 40mins. NOTHING.

next i jz went into a panic mode! called the hospital and asked to get checked. called hubby and he came home to drive me to the hospital. the whole time we were on the road, i had 2 small movements. a little relieved but still very very worried.

once at the hospital, i was so nervous i felt nauseous. the walk to the ward seemed so long.

the midwife put the CTG on my belly and i heard, "lub-dub lub-dub". i felt as if my heart could jump out of my chest!! was ultra relieved!! thank goodness bubba is doing alrite. for the next 30mins, his heart rate was good and he decided to wake up and started moving so actively, he made me felt silly for panicking in the first place...

i feel so bad for panicking and getting anthony to drop everything he was doing at work to get home. i know he's a great husband and supports me very well but i probably scared him too, i felt so bad...

anak ni...

argh!!

almost everytime we go over, we come home with something. this time it's a virus, flu i think cz i got most of the symptoms.

the funny thing is dat, i was told by this person that a virus cannot spread. i was thinking, "r u stupid or just doesn't want to take the blame for spreading a disease to everyone?". i didnt mind catching it but d fact that she's so ignorant just makes me angry! come on, if ur kids r sick, leave them at home!! dun bring them out n start a disease club! worst, i am pregnant 34weeks!!!! coughing like mad at this time is no good!!

i really feel like telling her off, bacteria spreads through contact n dats y we must wash our hands, n d fucking virus is fucking airborne!! as long as ur kids cough, n we breathe d same air, the risk is there, dumb dumb!!

can't beliv some people are so ignorant, irresponsible, noncivic-minded n jz plain fucking stupid!!

wat a nite

had a turbulent night yesterday.

i really don't how to react to it..

am i supposed to be mad? but it might just be a one-way thing...

but at least trying to convince me would've helped, or at least make me feel like you care about how i feel and lets me know that i mean something to you..

however, nothing was done.

so it probably means no matter what happened, or how i feel, it's not important to you...

haiyoo

i've been wanting to write a new post ever since. but have nv get to it, mainly due to a hyper-active baby known as d monster annabelle. she's very fascinated with shiny things like blings, computers, mobiles, my wireless broadband usb n macam macam other things.. now that she's a super duper crawler, she's jz unstopable. she gives her mummy no peace n is constantly harrassing her poor mummy. on top of dat, she bites!!

btw, point of blog:

we r going bac msia fr a month, so cya n i'll call u (my frens) in mid feb o meet up k?

gtg, annabelle wont let me type anymore!! **belle belle, kacau la u**

tired...

hasnt been sleeping well since baby annabelle was born. feeling tired most of d time but couldnt sleep as i dun hav napping habit. if i sleep in d afternoon o evening, i will surely get headache when i wake up.

today is d 1st day i am able to go on9 to check my emails n send some photos to relatives n friends. however some emails were returned back to me due to d size of d files as i jz couldnt b stuffed editing n cropping d photos. we took hundreds of photos but i only sent 10 to most n 5 to those whose earlier emails were sent back to me.

dun worry la, when annabelle is more settled with her sleeping patterns, i will upload pics into here n u all can hav a peak k? if really cant wait, i've got a betta suggestion; come over to perth. then, u not only can see d hundreds of photos we took, u can also get to carry n cuddle baby annabelle :P

separation anxiety

yep, dat's wat i'm going thru at d moment.

i cant let it go no matter how much i tried. it has been with me for almost 3 yrs n has been with me thru it all; great times, not-so-good times n boring times... how am i gonna cope without it????

my DSC-F88 Sony camera.

d thing is, this camera allows u to camwhore as much as u want n without d dodgy proportion thanks to its rotating lens, thus minimizing the need to edit ur photos as u can see wat u r capturng. unfortunately, something is wrong with its lens n it doesnt capture anything altho other feature is still in immaculate condition. but shit i am fooling myself meh? a camera is in no condition whatsoever when it doesnt capture anything!!

too bad i have to let it go...

but my hubby got me a new one!! Samsung L100 (d lens cannot rotate de..)

yummm... i fink it's choco mud cake

i saw this in my fren Shelly's photo album on d net.

it looks darn yummy... (dunno y pic so small)

**salivating**

asked her where she had it but she has yet 2 reply. if any1 has any idea, pls tell me...

it's definitely gonna b in my "To Eat" list when i go bac kl...